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Sometimes I Find God Self-Absorbed

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Sometimes i find God self-absorbed....

I want to ask him for stuff, i want to whimper in front of him, open up and develop a connection, just me and Him.

But then i am afraid , what if he likes my way of asking? Or the way I express my love for him? Or the way I cry for him?

And what if he decides to keep me asking , crying and expressing and not giving me , what i have asked for?

Because it is keeping me close to him? Because it is making me a better person ?

I guess that makes me mean too? Because i tell him that i love him , or want to talk to him only as long as i need something! I want to turn my back at him as soon as i get what i asked for! Such a pathetic diplomat I am!
I believe that i am selfish too.

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Comments

Osman Ghazi (author) on January 16, 2021:

Thanks Oglesby

Pamela Oglesby from Sunny Florida on January 16, 2021:

We all have our ups and downs in life. I find being patient is so important because otherwise I am not happy at all. This is an interesting article, Osman.

Osman Ghazi (author) on January 15, 2021:

Also thanks for your supports ❤

Osman Ghazi (author) on January 15, 2021:

Exactly Mr.manatita44

manatita44 from london on January 15, 2021:

Expressive thoughts. Life's perfection road is very long. yet it is worth it even though the struggle is unavoidable. Much Love.