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Memoirs & Warnings of an Ex-Satanic High Priestess

Memoirs & Warnings of an Ex-Satanic High Priestess


This is probably the gravest post I've ever posted. I hear my writings are long, so I'm going to try to condense it as much as possible, but I want to put the important things in, so it will be somewhat lengthy. But it will be informative, helpful, and a bit frightful, so readers beware! I had another membership on Xanga earlier this year, but I eventually deleted that account. There were a lot of Wiccan witches and Satanists who did not like what I was talking about, and I was threatened by a few of them. They threatened to put spells on me, but to no avail because greater is He that is in me than he that is in the world. Some years ago my dad successfully did an exorcism, and some of the powers that were too weak to get through to him tried to (and perhaps successfully) get to me for a while. So I have had a bit of experience with witchcraft, but still not much at all.

But back to the current day, I am an avid reader. I LOVE to read. I read all day several books a day. Almost once a week, I buy a spiritual/Chrisitian book. Today I went to Barnes & Nobles, and I believe that many times, God leads me to a book that will be very beneficial to me and to others who I write and talk to. I was led to this book called, "He Came to Set the Captives Free" by Rebecca Brown, MD. There were three books I was interested in, but I decided to buy this one and a related one called "Prepare for War" by the same author.

The cover of the first book is mostly black. There's someone in a loose, hooded black robe with a red braided belt on his or her waist. The person is crouched inside a circle with a five-point star inside with a lighted black candle at each point of the star (you can't see one candle because it's behind the hooded figure). Under the circle and star are flames on top of brimstone or coals. And inside of that are a pair of arms reaching out with the fingers tightly gripped around a bunch of chains that are wrapped around the hooded figure. But the good news is that the hooded figure has the chains that are binding his uplifted hands cut asunder by a white, shiny sword in the hand of a bright, shiny arm with a red, stained hole in its wrist.

This book is about a former high priestess and bride of Satan. She was dedicated to the occult in a coven called The Brotherhood as a child when her mother gave a tube of her blood to a head nurse who was also in Satanism. The woman's pseudonym is Elaine. She was born with a severe cleft-palate, hare-lip. Her poor mother gave the nurse the blood because the lady said that she could get the mother the resources to get the surgery needed for Elaine. The mother unknowingly gave her the blood, but didn't know the terrible harm she had done. That happens a lot in the occult. People don't know the truth about what's going on. Many of the members subconsciously or consciously want to feel love and acceptance, and the cults "offer" that to them, so they join and have no idea all the mess they are getting involved with.

This woman was a high priestess and bride of Satan so she actually had sexual intercourse with Satan. She said that after she became his bride, she soon realized that he did not love her as he proclaimed. (Of course you can't believe the devil because he's a liar!) Elaine said that there was a family in the neighborhood who was converting the Satanists, and the devil told them to go "astrally" (not in their physical bodies), to kill the family. When they left to do so, they said link angels (angels that are shoulder to shoulder holding hands) were surrounding the house and that they could in no-wise get through! They said at first the angels were laughing at them and somewhat daring them to try to get through, but then after the Satanists kept trying, the angels gave them this look that knocked them over backwards! Elaine said for the first time, despite all she had been taught in the occult, she began to think that maybe the devil was weaker than Jesus Christ and God. One of the angels told her that the devil actually hated her and that Jesus loved her and wanted her to get saved, but it took two years for Elaine to get saved after that incident.

It was interesting what happened after she got saved (and please believe that the devil and her demons tried to stop her from leaving the car and getting inside the church door). She said when she was at home, the devil came with his most powerful demons. Now usually, he would punish her SEVERELY when she betrayed him. And when he was pretending to be loving to his bride, he would touch her shoulders. But she said that after she got saved he would stand far off from her. The protection of Jesus radiating around her kept him at bay!

Believe it or not, she said werewolves and vampires exist. She said they are people who are 100% sold out to the devil. Other Satanists don't even like them because they are very impersonal and are loners. That I did not know! She said they did human sacrifices a lot (usually with babies, hitchhikers, betraying Satanists). Elaine said that's one thing she could not get with, so she suffered a lot of punishment from the devil for it. She said he gave her cancer four times, and she had to go through the horrifying chemotherapy for her disobedience. She said she would find some excuse to leave the room when they were doing human sacrifices. She said that most high societies are Satanic, but that only the people on top know. The people at the bottom of the society don't know yet.

She said she could do some pretty amazing things with the powers she got from Satanism. Here are some of them. She could light a candle from across the room. After she had "consummated" her marriage to the devil, one of the women tried to start something with her, and without her hands, she slammed the woman into the wall (literally into the wall, and she had to be cut out). She said that she was in a competition, and she was the last competitor, and this man shot six shots of a .357 Magnum at her. Before he did, she had waved her hand in front of her body to make her demons create a shield between her and the bullets. She said the bullets stopped in front of her and were spinning on the ground. (Reminds me of that scene in the Matrix).

But I'm not at all trying to make her powers or their powers seem enviable. God is more powerful than every demon and the devil combined easily! She said that she found out the devil had been lying to her after a particular incident. She said that she had two demons indwelling her named Ri-Chan and Man-Chan who protected her from other Satanists' demons who tried to compete with her. But one time, four demons came to beat her up. She found out that even though she would not tell on Ri-Chan and Man-Chan for what they did, they told the devil what she had done. So they stood to the side while the four demons beat her within an inch of her life. She said her husband the devil came in and did not try to help her. She said after that incident, she knew he was a liar who did love her.

A few times, she speaks directly to people who are involved in Satanism. She warns them that the devil does in fact hate them and that he is lying to them when he says that he has defeated Jesus. Jesus Christ and God are infinitely more powerful than the devil. That's why after she got saved, the devil would talk all crazy to her, but he would not step near her! I think two days after she gave her life to Christ, the devil came to her, and he was threatening her. She said some curse word to him. Then he told her, "See you're not really saved because Christians don't curse." That showed me how weak he was compared to God because he used to have her beat up when she made him mad, but now he settled for trying to make her think she wasn't saved. So pathetic.

Rebecca (the author) and Elaine (the ex-Satanist) named some activities that were doorways to let the devil in. Some of these may be some things you are doing. Don't get offended if you do some of these things. You just have to make the decision to stop immediately; I used to do some of these things myself before I knew better. Horoscopes (I was guilty of this), fortune tellers, tea leaf readers, tarot cards, palm readers, seances, studying books on the occult arts, ouiji boards, ESP, psychics, astral projection (leaving your body), mediation (of ANY kind - I was guilty of this), water witching, divining for oil or minerals by using a dowsing rod or pendulum, any magic like levitation (I was guilty of this [light as a feather, stiff as a board]), telekinesis (moving objects with your mind), using mediums, spiritists to locate a missing object, any martial arts (I was guilty of this [jujitsu]), spells, incantations, etc. Any of the aforementioned things WILL OPEN A DOORWAY TO THE INFLOW OF SATANIC POWER AND DEMONS.

Also, use of recreational drugs (guilty!), repeated drunkeness, child abuse, any severe emotional and/or physical trauma may allow evil in. Sexual fornication is another big doorway (guilty!). Demons ARE passed from one person to another through sex. The author of the book said rape and violent sexual assault, especially in children, is a doorway she sees repeatedly used to come into people's lives. She said it resulted in some of the strongest demons she's ever met. She also said that incest and any homosexual activity ALWAYS leads to demonic infestation. Also any of the corrupt sexual practices condemned in the Bible and used in porn.

Biofeedback (guilty!) also trains people to gain control of areas of our minds and bodies that God has not ordained us to have control of. Biofeedback is modernized Yoga, satanic meditation, and witchcraft. Hypnosis (guilty!) and acupuncture are forms of demonic healing. All Eastern religions are various forms of demon worship. People don't know that the needles used in acupuncture are blessed by various leaders of the Eastern religions. Some Eastern religions are T.M. (Transcendental Meditation) and Yoga. Instead of doing Yoga, you should do Pilates which is similar and without the spiritual ramifications. Using hexes or spells or "voodoo" can even affect Christians. You have to be careful who you cross and who you associate with because they might get revenge on you in this form if you offend them. I had a friend in college who found out that a dude she was sleeping with had a girlfriend. Of course, she was hurt, so she said she was seriously considering having a lady who worked with her who knew voodoo to put a spell on him! I'm glad she reconsidered. Also, some demonic stuff is inherited if you don't get with Jesus. Even if you are a Christian, you need to close the doorway to any ancestors that have done witchcraft with the blood of Jesus. Elaine said that some babies were possessed before they even were born because of some deals their Satanic parents made.

She said one of the biggest tools Satan uses in the U.S. is the occultic role-playing fantasy games like Dungeon & Dragons. She said this is especially occurring in the West Coast. This next one will probably offend a lot of you. She said rock music was a carefully devised and executed plan of the devil. When she became the high priestess, she got to meet the famous rock stars. She said they had signed a contract to the devil for fame and fortune. If you look it up online, most of the famous rock stars die at age 27. I always wondered if it was because their contract ended at that age. Even the ones who didn't die at age more than likely have signed contracts. These rocks stars are teaching untold millions of youth to worship and serve Satan. I even heard that 3 6 Mafia (who used to be one of my favorites) are involved in witchcraft. Look how famous they have gotten with such silly music?! They have a Grammy! 3 6 could very well stand for 3 sixes (666). I listened to one of their songs slowed down, and you could hear them saying incantations in the background and in the chorus.

Elaine attended special ceremonies at various recording studios throughout the U.S. for the specific purpose of placing satanic "blessings" on the rock music recorded. She and others did incantations which placed demons on EVERY record and tape of rock music sold. At times they also called up special demons who spoke on the recordings - especially in the various backmasked messages. Also, in many, many of the recordings, the satanists themselves were recorded in the background (masked by the over-all noise of the music) doing chants and incantations to summon up more demons every time one of the records or tapes or videos is played. As the music is played, these demons are called into the room to afflict the person playing the music and anyone else who is listening. To all the rock fans on Xanga, I recommend you read the book The Devil's Disciples - The Truth About Rock by Jeff Godwin published by Chick Publications, Inc.

If you are guilty of getting involved in any of these practices, you must close the doorways. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to clease us from all unrighteousness." I John 1:9

You can close the doorway by a prayer such as the following:

"Father, I confess to you my involvement in __________. I recognize that such (a) thing(s) is/are an abomination to you and detestable in Your sight. I humbly ask Your forgiveness for my sin in this/these area(s). I ask you to lift out any demonic entrance as the result of my actions and to cleanse me from my sins and close the doorway(s) forever with the precious blood of Jesus. I ask for this and thank You for it, in Jesus' name."

Then you can say this one also out loud to the devil and his demons.

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"Satan and you demons, I have asked my heavenly Father for forgiveness for participating in _________ and have received it. I now by faith close the doorway of that area of my life to you forever through the blood of Jesus Christ shed on the cross for me. In the name of Jesus I command you to go away!"

If you have stronger demons, you will probably need another person or other persons for deliverance like Elaine did. Either way, you should say these two prayers out loud and God will help you and give you directions about what to do.

I plan on writing more posts about this topic. It is very serious, and your earthly life and/or eternal life can depend on it. I'm not the kind of person you may see on college campuses who go around passing out pamphlets saying, "If you go to football games, you're going to hell!" I'm not that kind of person at all. I teach forgiveness, acceptance, and love. But when it gets serious, you have to warn people about things like this. This post is the most serious one I've written. I wrote another one about the exorcism my dad performed a couple of years ago. It's called "My Daddy Saw the Devil Incarnate, Seriously". Soon I will post about the 27 Club which are mostly famous rock musicians who have died of mysterious or tragic deaths. These rock musicians might have very well signed a contract with the devil for their fame and fortune. Stay posted for my following notes!


beefree1 on February 07, 2017:

turned this into audiobook if want to listen:

Mista Scissors from Boise ID on October 04, 2015:

Look up LaVeyan Satanism. Majority of Satanists (Including myself) are LaVeyan. It's ATHEISTIC Satanism. You understand that right? It means we don't worship the devil, shit we don't even believe in him.

So all your preaching about evil devil worshipers is basically bitching about pathetic death metal fan who really don't have any big part in the world. Sure there are people who worship Satan and call themselves Satanists, but a LaVeyan will always show you with respect unless given a reason not to. We do not kill unless for self defense of for food, and we do not steal, harm children or make sexual advances unless given the mating signal.

A.Dawn on May 18, 2013:

These books are proven to be false. "Rebecca" (who is actually names Ruth.) wrote this with sterotypical information, someone who has no factual knowledge of The Craft. Just because you believe differently doesn't mean you are possessed by demons. Ive read the books out of blatant curiosity and was horrified to see what the pages contained. I am a Wiccan, I would never harm another and I do not converse with "demons." Wiccans do not believe in Satan, we believe there are bad spirits and that there is darkness in all of us, even devout "pure" Christians to Buddists, every person on Earth does, its our job to overcome and find the balance within ourselves, we do not have a scapegoat(Satan) to blame that darkness on. Ive never communed with a creature like such and practiced Wiccans know how to fortify their Circles for only positive energy, for the Goddess and God not something "unholy". Also your claim of saying there are witches who are Wiccans trying to curse you is idiocy. The main part of the Wiccan rede states 'An harm ye none, do as ye

will.' Ans then the Three Fold law, whatever you send out comes back three fold, in other words reap what you sow.

That one Girl... on December 12, 2012:

Look, for one, a Satanists Satan is not a Christian "Satan", and they are totally different. This isn't true in any way, for we don't do human sacrifices, we're not evil, and no, rock music is not evil. It doesn't teach you to worship Satan and stuff. Those "incantations" you're hearing is just a lie you said to bring people to your religion. Anything slowed down can sound like an incantation or whatever you want it to sound like. It's like a mind placebo used by hearing. You wanna hear something, you're gonna hear it. This is flat out sickening. And, FYI, those "demons" aren't real. None of the Crowned Princes of Hell, nor the lower legions of demons are under that name. Sincerely- A girl who knows about her religion.

P.S.- This might have been more valid if your facts were real and both your source and the book 's authors sources were accurate. Bye (:

Mari R on October 26, 2012:

I used to think this scenario..............

If Satan reveals himself to me and asked me this thing: " I will give you honor, money fame and everything you want. Just give me your soul"

My answer during that year was in favor of that cursed devil..

But now, and after I was delivered completely and serving my Jesus with all my mind, with all my heart, with all my soul,,,

I still think that crazy scenario in my head.. but this time this is what i reply..............

" No! "

Then i see my Jesus form: tears and blood mixed in His face. Spits in his face. the wounds, the crown of thorns, and dirt...

I am crying and saying this:

" Im content with Jesus. He allowed Himself to be beaten like this. Will the devil do this kind thing for me? of course not. I did not hear him crucified on the cross and shed his blood for my sake. But my Jesus did this . My Jesus allow bad people to crucify Him, and still He managed to forgive His murderers."


YES. I still suffer. YES. I am poor. YES. I am not wealthy or not famous. But I still have the greatest joy .

lilred. on August 09, 2012:

yes i to still use my alias, lol, but i will say this to all who have seen the other side of light and came back praise god, he saves , ive been there, i to know , and yes being reborn, is just that, but u still must fight to keep the devile on ur shoulder in check, i was a born in wiccan, among other things, being adopted dint change my past generational history it found me even being raised in the church, but when i finally found god truly, it was alomost to late, we are afflicted at times, because of our choice to turn away, from our heavenly father, but rewarded so when we come back home,, ive seen things that would make ur nightmare look like a comedy, and all the while was still gaurded by his heavenly helpers, he dint forget me, even when i forgot him, the things i seen, and felt and smelled yes evil stinks, will remain with me forever, i can tell u now who is or isn't with god though, call it a gift from my father above,and yes being a christian is more powereful than any spell or curse, or anything, but believe me this the king of this world for now he is here , all around and in most of everything here, be on guard, put on the full amore of god everyday,because its a daily battle to defend what's ours,..psalms, 91,i shalldwell in the shelter of the most high

Juan Pablo Hernandez on June 13, 2012:

I have been recently reading about things we can’t explain, for example the UFO phenomena. This led me to the large amount of information regarding the worship of the fallen one. I don’t even want to type his name or even mention him anymore. I have great faith in our Lord and savior Jesus Christ, knowing that he is part of all things seen and unseen. He is pure goodness and light, so must we believe in his teachings. He does speak of evil in the world, but with his love we can overcome it. I can’t imagine what earthly rewards could be so great that they would make you give up your eternal soul. Pain, suffering and the hard nature of our life here on this earth perhaps can lead some to the evil one. This I believe, but I also believe that love, apathy and God's great forgiveness can lead people back to his grace. I can’t explain it, when I think of how God sent his only son to die on the cross for our sins and the love that represents, it brings tears to my eyes and this wonderful feeling that courses thru my body. I am very grateful that God chose to love us for all time. The evil one exists only to corrupt the good work God has done. I could never bend my knee to the evil that he represents. I would rather die praying to my personal Lord and savior Jesus Christ, because he is the life everlasting. Just let him in, he won’t ask for your blood. All he asks is that you be good to yourself and others that way we can make this a better world. What can be better than that?

christina on May 16, 2012:

i've read this book several times in the past 15 years. although the stories in the book are a good portrayal of what happens when people are devoted devil worshipers, i do believe that the author and "elaine" are not legit.

for example..human sacrifice is very important in devil worship, and those who are high up enough in the "chain" know and engage in this. so...why would satan choose to be his bride.. a high priestess who supposedly refused to commit this very important factor in showing one's dedication to the dark lord?

rebecca brown has not been able to provide any corresponding evidence for her claims (rebecca brown is not even her real name, and she gave a lame excuse in court documents for wanting to change it). she claims that her husband is the son of jewish international bankers. his first wife was tortured to death for becoming a christian (and he was chained to a wall and forced to watch). however he was arrested in the u.s. for all sorts of fraud, he revealed his real name, and he ended up pleading guilty.

although there is some truth in ms. brown's writings, there is also a lot of nonsense. among many things..she claims that a person can be demonically possessed by certain haircuts! she also gave the example of a person who's family line has been harrassed by demons because they emigrated to america and the demons were able to follow them because of u.s. citizenship papers. nonsense!

demonic activity is very real and active in our world. but ms. brown does NOT give an accurate or biblical approach to what is truly going on. anyone who reads her books... please use God given spiritual discernment and do not take everything she says to be truth. it's not.

Daughter of the Most High God on May 07, 2012:

praise and glory shall be given to our God.. our Lord and Saviour...and Holy spirit for all the wonderful things happening. I pray that you will continue to fight the good fight... the devil is a liar and i stand with you in the battlefield along with all the other prayer warriors... remember, if God is on our side.. WHO ELSE can DEFEAT US??? I command every spell to be BROKEN in the mighty and powerful name of JESUS CHRIST! Father GOd, let the precious blood of Lord Jesus cover us and everwhere else we'd do... Sent your heavenly angels to protect your children... luv you daddy.. in Jesus name i pray... AMEN!

PNG on April 23, 2012:

Yes satan is the father off liars.ONLY JESUS SAVES

In Love With Jesus on April 12, 2012:

For those readers who know to "test the spirits" as the Bible instructs, it is clear that this author is the real deal. I personally have had very bad experiences with the sprit world from opening doors such as psychic readings, biofeedback, music, meditation among other things.

You need to close all the doorways to these demons and pray for deliverance from Jesus. Many people would think this is crazy and far fetched but have no idea what is really going on. Renounce your sin and sin no more. Obey the Commandments. Ask Jesus to be your Lord and Savior. Pray that you live in His will every day.

We truly are living in the end times. Whether or not we will be alive during the actual rapture is unknown. It is about to be Satan's time. All this evil has been building up to this point and the stuff will eventually hit the fan in our lifetime. Please give Jesus your life now while you still can.

Kenya on March 13, 2012:

JESUS lives...He's the hope. at the mention of His Name every demonic knee must bow, and every tongue must confess that JESUS CHRIST IS LORD, ETERNALLY!

dsenhyds on March 06, 2012:

@ the satanist please give ur life back to Christ don't worry abt fake followers ask christ to reveal himself to u!!!!! DO NOT BE DECEIVED the devil is a liar run as fast as you possibly can!!!! Come bk to jesus that u may be saved from eternity in hell youl profit nothing from the devil life is like a vapour here today gone tomrw! Think about eternity after u die coz that lasts forever i will pray for u! God bless you

naija on November 21, 2011:

jesus is so real and alive waiting for d unbelievers to repent.its a pity young minds profess to be satanist and devil worshipers well repentance is free there is still a chance to know d true god

kenyan on September 04, 2011:

Satan is out to wipe out,the entire human race,oh,thanks be to our Lord Jesus Christ he has set us free,we just have to be saved and work out our salvation,though some are still slaves to satan,even more,they are defending the father of all lies!how sad.Moreover, the Lord Jesus christ,is the ONLY way,truth and life,anything else leads to hell,even philosophies,and all other religions,doesn't matter how good,innocent it is-

theBLUE1&theCAT on August 15, 2011:

Much like a TV sitcom or show, our lives & what we choose to project to the outside world of say work environments, social intteractions, church, the public arena --we as adult are expected to understand moral and ethical codes and play as close as we can to "the rules". Doesn't matter if its ALL a mask, fake or insincere at all --during the day the good and evil alike put aside who they really are for necessity and responsibilty.

DO NOT think your opinion matters any of you.. because it doesn't! Whether you like it or not or want to believe it or not... people are born into (as Christians like to title it)"Generational Satanic Families".. really the porper word is "Hereditaries"

Pierre your peanut brain and safety zone intellect cannot comprehend the world of Magick. I would LOVE to see your confident world shatter and the expression of HORROR on your face as a Dark Knight ascends up into a Pentacle surrounded in billowing green fog and light preceeded by the horrific odor of sulfur! YES we are real and you would soon poop your britches even in one little dose of this reality! Ms.Rebecca Brown's book? Well I need not apply a comment. I think I already have!....ha HA HAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

happylazymartha on June 11, 2011:

fyi no one is"born a Christian",you must be reborn in Christ.Real Christians persevere in the faith. so.... Mr. satanist- person you never were a follower of Christ....(but there is still hope!)

Pierre Savoie from Canada on May 13, 2011:

Remember the McMartin Daycare Satanism scare? Innocent daycare workers were accused by religious elements in the community of being secretly Satanists and using children in bizarre rituals. California wasted TENS of MILLIONS of dollars in court costs, arrested dozens, but convicted exactly NOBODY. The mentality behind it, the fact the claim was started by an alcoholic woman who died shortly after, is all documented now. Here's a good source of info:

Pierre Savoie from Canada on May 13, 2011:

Look, guys, let's face it, you are being duped by a 30-year-old hoax. Rebecca Brown's real name is Ruth Bailey, and her testimony is based on "Elaine" (mental patient Edna Moses). It's all been documented, and she can't try to justify her stories of conspiracies that don't hang together by creating even LARGER conspiracies. She really did lose her license to be a nurse because of improper medical activity. The state is not full of vindictive Satanists out to "get her"; she really WAS causing harm to others with her prescriptions of undue medications.

We in the Dungeons & Dragons hobby knew she was fraudulent the moment she started to lump in our hobby with Satanism. No, not true. But too many people feel they have to be Liars for Jesus in order to get any attention at all.

The 1980's religious-right hoopla about "Satanism" everywhere got all debunked by excellent books such as SATANISM IN AMERICA: How the Devil Got Much More Than His Due by Shawn Carlson and Gerald LaRue.

Remember, Liars for Jesus is a branch of Satanism itself.

skeptic reader on April 28, 2011:

Uhh, are you guys insane? This girl had sex with the devil? Turn off the tv and come back to reality, please.

... on April 18, 2011:

I am Christian.

My good friend is a wiccan witch.

Even she admits she puts spells on people and pays heavy prices.

Tim Thompson on November 04, 2010:

Hello I am the author of A PSYCHIC DISCOVERS JESUS.I liked the article you wrote but sad to say people threw out America don't want to believe that Satanism is as bad as people say it is.I have a friend that works for the F.B.I and he has even said that christians live in a pretend world because even law enforcement is now lost on what to do about it.When I have been asked to speak at different places I was and still am amazed just how many christians don't want to realize that things are so far out of control.One thing I believe though is if God has called you to the front lines be accountable to a team because so many great men and woman are being destroyed because of lack of knowledge.In my second book called SUICIDE SPIRIT,I really point out that Satan decieves people so well that when the word says he is the father of lies we need to take heed to this.Tim

Jesus Follower on October 25, 2010:

This is all very real. Hospitals are now full of devil worshippers. We are in the end times. I myself have had direct contact with the devil, for 10 years now. Not understanding this lead me to the church, & to God. God is the only one who will, & can save. I was followed by devil worshippers to Costa Rica, & found out i have the gift of discernment as the couple that came there to try to destroy me, were very demonic. You can't look into their eyes, as their pupils are blinding with darkness. The words "in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, flee satan" is very powerful as i was threatened on a boating trip by this man that came to Costa Rica, & he had to turn away each time i spoke those words. He also looked at my hand in pure hatred when i put it up in the air to pray.

The choice of satan, satanic groups etc. comes from a need of lonelines, & a need to feel like you belong. The conscience is very damaged, & their only hope of escape from these groups, is through Jesus Christ.

haleine on October 22, 2010:

dear friend. I think the idea of satanism is sick, no matter how many people are trying to convince me that it is not about being evil, I do not understand why would anyone choose a symbol of evil and lie to manifest their beliefs. It IS sick. But throwing all religions, especially Eastern religions into one bag with satanism is simply ignorant. If you looked into eastern philosophies a bit more deeply you would find out that they have much more in common with teachings of Jesus Christ than for example Catechism of the Catholic Church has. Please, don't be scared of everything around you, cause fear has made many people go to war and kill others in the name of God. "By their fruit you will recognize them"

vrijegeest on September 05, 2010:

@Vampira Archdaemon: Please don't be offended by what the author has written. I don't think she was being judgmental or biased or anything. I think she was just trying to give us useful information on the subject. At the risk of sounding impartial i must say that i'm inclined to believe her as I myself have done quite a bit of research on the matter. Satan is real and he is a liar- he will drag multitudes with him to hell. He hates us because he hates God and he knows with each soul he wins he hurts God who loves us. Jesus died for us on the cross so that we may have eternal life. His salvation is free and yet many do not take it. I do not wish to offend you guys but perhaps it's about time you open your eyes! The world is full of evil. But fear not- Jesus has already overcome it. God bless you and I pray that you come across the truth soon- your eternal life depends on it.

God bless you everyone! Stay faithful in Christ! :D

keeper on July 25, 2010:

As an ex satanist I know that what Dr. Brown has written is true. I also know the power of salvation through Jesus Christ my Lord. It does not matter if those still in the service of Satan believe me or not. It does not change the truth. Jesus did set those bound in the service of satan free just as He did for me He will do for all who seek Him and accept His free gift of life. Try it you will never be sorry that you did.

? on June 27, 2010:

this sounds crazy.

Daniella on June 27, 2010:

I liked your text. Must say thought, that the ex-priestess may be too spooked by what happened to her. Personally I believe that Holy Spirit is protecting us from the demons and from Satan. If we are born-again-Christians we don't have to worry about every rock song we hear, or that a demon could enter our soul. God wouldn't allow that to happen. Remember the Rom 8: 37 No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers,

39 nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Sorry if my grammar sucks, I'm from Europe..

Satanism is nothing more than pure evil. All about 'me me me',vanity and self-centeredness.. worshiping the dark forces within and out. 'Archdaemon', your statement that satanism doesn't kill is so naïve I'm about to laugh or cry. Thinking that all the wars are caused by evil for example.. all the human sacrifice they do day by day.. murders, killings etc, ALL of those things are one way or another caused by an evil spirits and by people who follow them - so stfu and do your own research you blind twisted pagan

ArchDaemon on May 04, 2010:

You really have no idea what you are talking about at all, and your second hand information is bogus. this he said she said crap is just that. As for that SA pastor if your one those abominations that destroys children who You think have the devil them, I really hope you meet the devil one day-your sorry assed delusions will be rewarded in kind. Christianity Kills, not satanism. lets compare the body count...

Chritianity-over 65 million murdered to propagate the "faith"

Satanism- 0 killed, satanism is about LIFE you brain dead idiots-do the research.

VampirA on April 30, 2010:

I find your writing to be extremely subjective and biased. You don't seem to look at the bigger picture of the universe at all. However, I'm not going to preach. I am a Satanist. I was born a Christian but I found that JC and his followers didn't quite know what they were on about. Satanism is not about Evil. It's simply an alternative for those who don't resonate with the teachings of a martyr. Satan represents the average person on our planet. Satan wasn't about to die for anyone. We all have our selfish sort or grump times, yet we also have times when we are angels. We all become fallen at some time in our lives, and we pick OURSELVES up. Not through some sort of divine intervention. Not to say that I wouldn't rule out divine help.

To move on, I don't quite see how reading Tarot is "Evil". Looking at a bunch of picture cards. Hmm. So that must rule out going to the casino as well.

South African pastor, I'm sure most Satanists don't give a donkey honk if you read the Bible. To me, at least, it's just another subjectified account written by male historians.

Also, do you realise that the majority of advertisements on your page are for horoscopes and all things Wicca? Quite humorous.

Oh faith be DAMNED you just read the hexful words of a Satanist, ye be cursed by unholy decree!


South African Pastor on April 22, 2010:

In 1994 a tent crusade came to my home town and devil worshippers were delivered including my cousin. I joined that crusade after I received Jesus Christ as my Lord and saviour. In my very own eyes I witnessed many deliverance of devil worshippers including a lady who was married to the devil named Agatha Khechane frm nelspruit. Its true the devil marries many times and I think The reason he does that is to empower himself with human power since the bible say the two shall be one. Every one of the ex-satanists states clearly that bornagain Christians are powerful and can not be defeated since there are angels that guard them around the clock. The name of Jesus Christ is also a shield and a strong weapon. The Bible is alive when we read the Bible we are injecting ourselves with the life of God. satanists are all over and they kill, most respected people of the world, I mean highly respected are devil worshippers. Fear not child of God. Jesus Christ is great and the devil is defeated. Don't just attent church go to a born again Church. If you pray and read the Bible satanists see fire in you that burn them. Stay strong. Thank you

She Loves God (author) on November 02, 2009:

you might not have read the book because she said in the book that the hospital she worked at was full of satanists. so they would plant things on her to make her look bad. who's to say that her coworkers did not poison people (her book clearly said they would kill people)

thank you

Bernadette on October 13, 2009:

Hi, I read that book as well, and I have a few comments to make. I researches this lady rebekkah Brown, she was sacked from her job as a nurse because of suspicious deaths on her watch, and giving wrong medication. she now leads a new church, I think its called worriars or something to that nature.

as for the werewolves and vampire stuff, please do not believe it, those creatures are what's known as shapeshifters, they change form in other words, demons are the only creatures capable of that, not humans. if a human did that, they would die. so in all likelyhood, those things where demons. there is also not such a person as someone who gave themselves 100% over to satan, every person on earth can be saved, yes there have been cases when demons killed or tried to kill the possessed person, even in the bible there is such a case, that does not mean they are beyond being saved, it just means we don't know how to do it.

thank you

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