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When I Can't Think Clearly

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When I can't think clearly, it feels like my thoughts is stealing my self from my own self

When I can't think clearly, it feels like my thoughts is stealing my self from my own self

Whenever I feel so bombarded with everything around me it feels like my own thoughts is a toxic contaminating my entire Body organ mind and soul

I can't just switch or push the button to calm down or to relax and don't think at all

Trying to sleep is even worst

I also avoid talking to people whenever my mind is contaminated as well as doing something important, specially the decision making, I'm sure it won't make any good I will probably end up suffocated seeing the results

Remember what happen when chemical mixed up with other chemicals in chemistry? you will get a very dangerous chemical reactions-
If we aren't cautious enough
That's what happened when my thoughts and the other thoughts rumors mixed up with my internal feelings
The chemical reaction in humans are-
Everyone doesn't make sense to talk to, it feels like everyone is lying and making fun of you
You get so angry without a clear scenery, your eyes teard up without knowing why, it feels like you're standing between earth and heaven's war

Before I can recognize what's the best thing to do whenever the thought contamination happen, it already feels like im halfway poisoned (at least right?)

So the moment I noticed such toxic
I know what to do - I still always start with (why on earth I didn't know that)
I call it " The Earthly Injustice duties " our life distractions the jobs which is stealing our selves from our own selves
So what did I do ?
The best thing I did was to start removing my self from everything, from school,from work-from everything that makes my brain work
which means all I do is, watching my favorite Japanese anime movies, kissing my dog all day long, eating everything I want, and of course spending time with my family laughing the entire day and night until our eyes teared up

that's the real living right? But why it Can't be just like that? Why it's difficult to just "Live"?

And there I live inside my own world and in Peace of mind
Where there are no deadlines no calls no messages

Just me and my self and the people who understand my sometimes (kanya kanya syndrome) but still loves me
Have you ever feel the same? If so
I hope you find something helpful in this article.

Comments

Hertha David from Windhoek, Namibia on November 09, 2020:

Our own minds can be very toxic sometimes. I needed to quit overthinking for my health and that of those around me. Like Brenda Arledge said we should just chill once in a while and do nothing.

Good write.

BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on November 05, 2020:

Chrish,

We all need to just chill out once in awhile.

Spending time doing nothing sounds excellent. A day with no decisions...fantastic.

Chrish Canosa (author) from Manila Philippines on October 31, 2020:

Absolutely that sir Umesh!

Have an awesome weekend

Lots of love from the philippines ;-)

Umesh Chandra Bhatt from Kharghar, Navi Mumbai, India on October 31, 2020:

Chrish, this is really interesting.

Chrish Canosa (author) from Manila Philippines on October 31, 2020:

Awesome weekend Ms Eman!

Thanks for sharing your personal experience about it as well,

Lets keep our emotions under control.

Fighting! ;-) a bunge of love from the philippines

Chrish Canosa (author) from Manila Philippines on October 31, 2020:

Sir Dierker

Absolutely! it's not really helping when even signs are hiding from us

Challenging isn't ?

Chrish Canosa (author) from Manila Philippines on October 31, 2020:

Hey Ms Liz!

I'll take that seriously noted, I won't take it that hard and continue life ;-)

Happy weekend !!!

Much love from the Philippines

Eman Abdallah Kamel from Egypt on October 29, 2020:

Many times when I'm in a bad mood, I try to avoid everyone so as not to disturb anyone. And sometimes I merged with others so that I could forget the thing that bothered me. Thank you, Chrish, for sharing this article

Eric Dierker from Spring Valley, CA. U.S.A. on October 28, 2020:

Well done. Boy do I get all negative up in my head sometimes. I can see it now and change course. But if I miss the signs - not good.

Liza from USA on October 28, 2020:

I remember having an issue with at work and its environment. It was very toxic. How I cope with this? Well, I quit the job, and I sought to embrace things that I love to do and spending more time with people that I love, especially my family. Don't take it very hard if you're not having joy in your life right now. Have a great day, Chrish!

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