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Paramahansa Yogananda's "Two Black Eyes”

Paramahansa Yogananda's poems serve to deepen yoga meditation, offering devotees new ways of grasping the spiritual nature of all creation.

Gyana Prabha Ghosh, Mother of Paramahansa Yogananda

Introduction and Excerpt From "Two Black Eyes"

In Paramahansa Yogananda's spiritual classic, Autobiography of a Yogi, the great guru avers: "I loved Mother as my dearest friend on earth. Her solacing black eyes had been my refuge in the trifling tragedies of childhood." But at the early age of eleven years, the little boy, known then as Mukunda Lal Ghosh, lost those two black solacing eyes when his mother unexpectedly died.

The young Mukunda deeply loved his father, his three brothers, and four sisters, but the loss of his mother was a crushing blow; he asserts, "Years passed before any reconciliation entered my heart. Storming the very gates of heaven, my cries at last summoned the Divine Mother."

That haunting image of "two black eyes" becomes a symbol for loving protection, and it works itself into the memory of the reader, and the importance of that image for the yogi/poet is displayed repeatedly throughout his written works, especially throughout his creative writing, but also from time to time, he invokes that image in his philosophical writings.

Excerpt From "Two Black Eyes"

When my brother or my teacher
Stormed at me,
In the haven of my mothers' two black eyes
I found my retreat. . . .

(Please note: The poem in its entirety may be found in Paramahansa Yogananda's Songs of the Soul, published by Self-Realization Fellowship, Los Angeles, CA, 1983 and 2014 printings.)

Paramahansa Yogananda, age 6

Commentary

The phrase "two black eyes" operates first as an image and then as a symbol of eternal, spiritual love in Paramahansa Yogananda's poems about his beloved mother.

First Movement: A Storm-Tossed World

Paramahansa Yogananda's poem, "Two Black Eyes," from Songs of the Soul begins with a storm-tossed world that, nevertheless, offered a safe harbor of security and comfort for the speaker’s young soul: "When my brother or my teacher / Stormed at me, / In the haven of my mother’s two black eyes / I found my retreat."

The speaker is looking back at his childhood. He recalls that after experiencing difficulties with his brother or teacher, he could always find solace in the eyes of his precious mother. And it was especially her "two black eyes" that made the lasting impression on the young boy.

The boy's mother's loving strength and kindness healed the lad of the worldly wounds inflicted by others. This mother became the lad's "haven" and "retreat" from the sharp edges that the world inflicts upon its inhabitants.

Second Movement: A Devastating Event

For any young boy who depended so strongly upon his mother's guidance and protection, the sudden death of that mother would be a devastating event.

The speaker proclaims, "I cried." But then he began immediately storming the gates of heaven, searching for the solace that was now so cruelly ripped out of his life.

The young lad literally looked to the heavens "in the stars," for those two black eyes that had nurtured him in his time of distress. Through his tears, he seemed to see "black eyes everywhere" twinkling in those stars.

But alas! they were not those black eyes that he had lost to cruel death. The lad had to keep searching. His little broken heart would not allow him to cease his search for those two shelters.

Third Movement: Mothering Black Eyes

The speaker reports that although many other sets of black eyes attempted to "mother" him, he could not be satisfied with them. Those generous eyes of others were not the eyes of his mother who had stolen his heart.

The speaker's love for his mother prompted him to reject the affection of others; he intuitively understood the difference between his love for his mother's "two black eyes" and the affection offered by relatives and friends who would try to stand in her stead.

Fourth Movement: Storming the Gates of Heaven

Because the speaker could find no solace in the eyes of any other human being, he continues his search for the "two black eyes" that could offer him what the needed. Thus after have he had searched, and stormed the gates of heaven, the speaker finally finds his "Divine Mother." In finding his Divine Mother, he knows he has also found his shelter of original mother-love that guided him and guarded him in his turbulent childhood.

The speaker's Divine Mother offered not only that long lost love of those "lost two black eyes" but also the Divine Love that every soul is seeking: "It is I who have watched over thee, life after life, in the tenderness of many mothers! See in My gaze the two black eyes, the lost beautiful eyes, thou seekest!" In the shelter of unity with the Creator Divine (Divine Mother), the speaker finds his permanent haven, his everlasting retreat from the trammels of the chaotic world.

A spiritual classic

A spiritual classic

Paramahansa Yogananda

© 2017 Linda Sue Grimes

Comments

Linda Sue Grimes (author) from U.S.A. on October 18, 2020:

Thank you for the kind words, Nidhi. I do love this particular poem; Guruji adored his mother so much, and his beautiful tributes to her are wonderfully inspiring . . . Blessings!

Nidhi Gautam from Mumbai on October 17, 2020:

Beautiful piece of information. Nicely written up.