I want to become a writer for love
This is my unwanted life love story
Wanting to become a writer for love
Welcome to my article (19), midway love life story
Dear readers, this article is another life story event that has happened to me, we can say that it is more like a psychological event than a real-life event, so, let me explain my position.
My position in life is awkward because I was not prepared when these things happened to me. As you know, we must be prepared to do what is supposed to be done; but I was not prepared; so, I have had problems all my life.
You see, I did not have the chance to learn these things when I was young, so, I am in a dreadful position. Anyhow, today I have a dream of becoming a writer in my old age and write many things including my painful love story that never happened, because I was not able to reach her heart, so, I am dreaming to become a writer, in the hope of being able to reach her heart.
Now because I have not been trained, my dream of becoming a writer will be harder, so, I must try my best hoping that I can reach my goal, this is one of the reasons why I am writing the story of my life. You see; all these love emotions that we experience during our lives become crowded, so, we can say that it is a psychological game that we play during our lives, which can be even painful, depending on the way that we are affected.
Our emotional minds are affected from love
Psychological pains of unwanted love
Dear readers, this is my painful love story, if you believe that love exists. You see, being in love with one of the opposite sex, it is the most beautiful and natural thing in the world, because from this love that we feel with one another, one day another human being is going to be born, so, I suppose that nothing can be more natural than that, if that didn’t exist, then we could not exist. But love emotions have many twists, everyone of us has had experience with that, but let me tell you, those love feelings instead of bringing happiness and love, they can bring pain and bitterness, like what has happened to me, in my unwanted midway love story.
This Midway love story is a psychological and painful life story, which I am writing here, because it is part of my life. I have chosen to write it here, because people fall in love during their lives, anyhow, this love story is a midway happening.
You see, what we are talking here are these psychological love things that happen to us, and they are those things that have accumulated within our system and they will drive us to do unusual things, even if they seem wrong to do at the time; here I want to become a write for love, because I am being driven to do it, so, let me write about, my unwanted love story.
Heartbroken love story
This is my unwanted love story
Dear readers, I know that I have said that I am going to tell you the story of my life in Hub Pages, but because of my lack of training, I am going around in circles. So, I hope you understand my position, I want also to tell you that when I started to write the story of my life, I felt as if I was going back to school to learn how to become a better writer.
Now that I have explained that let me introduce myself, my name is Frank and I am a simple bloke, and here I welcome you to read my unwanted love story and the ‘Observation of my life; but as I have said do not expect my writings to be well written because I have not been trained to be a writer, and I am not even a native of the English language, therefore, I am only a try hard writer that wants to write about my painful love life, because my love emotions have pushed me to write about it.
I need to say, that even knowing that I am not a good writer, I am going to write my life stories and the observations of life in English, and then publish them on the Internet. I want to write my life story because, I need to improve my knowledge of the English language, and by writing my life observations I will have the opportunity of reaching a higher standard of knowledge of the English language, which I would not achieve in any other way at my present advanced age.
So, for the present time, I can only hope that my writings will be clear enough for somebody to read and understand, and that the readers accept my writings just the way that I have been able to write them, because this love force within me drives me to do it anyhow.
Wanting to become a modern story writer
My life observation on love
Life observation on love and wanting to become a writer
During my life I have observed what was happening around me, and I believe that other people are doing the same thing. So, we can say that observing is a way of life that everybody does, because we can’t help it. Since it is important to know what’s happening around yourself in order to survive. And in doing so we can’t help to make our own life observations about other things, and about life itself, and how life affects oneself and the others around the self, everybody must observe what’s going on, even if one lives a simple life like I have done myself in the past.
Therefore, I have made my own observations during my life, and most of my observations are ordinary observations. But during my life, there has been one of my observations of life that took me by surprise, and I was shocked by it, not only at the time when it happened, but also for a long time afterward, and that event is one of the most important observations of my life, it is actually going to be the event that I will be writing in my observations’ writings and in my article of Mankind Dreamland, where there is a good explanation about my love dreams.
I must say, that this life event that I am talking about, it has happened to me past middle age, at a time when I was assuming that because of my mature age nothing would shock me, or even surprise me. But this happening did really take me by surprise, and I was upset very much, therefore, I happen to have learned from this event a great deal about human nature, which I didn’t know before, and this human experience has made me change my views, about life and about love. And because of this rare event of my life, now I believe that, when one falls in love everything has a different meaning.
As I have said, I cannot talk or write about this event openly for personal reasons, therefore, what I am going to write here will be written in an impersonal way. So, there may be times in our life, when we human beings will go crazy about somebody or something, and we will desire to have this something so much that we will try to do anything to reach out for it, to make it our own.
So, at that moment of life when this happens: We will feel that we want to reach out and do whatever we must do without sparing any efforts, and we hope so much to succeed in our attempt, believing that it will make ourselves feel better, if we succeed to reach our goal. We must do it, because the desire of getting whatever we want so much is so great that we can’t escape it, and even if our reasoning mind tells us that what we are doing is not right, we will keep doing it anyhow. Because, we will be driven from the inborn human nature that’s within us.
Driven by this inner force of love, as I have been driven during my life; we will try to do our utmost to do something better than we have ever done before, so that we can reach the goal that we have in mind, because our inner self will not let us go.
So, there are times during our life when we want to do something that may set us up to a higher standard, where we have never been before. And we hope that by doing so, the interested person that we love, and we want to reach, would take notice of such achievements. Therefore, we start to dream about what we can do, to achieve our dream of success, in the hope of impressing the other party and succeed to reach her heart.
All these love feelings with no love happenings have pushed me to write for myself only, because I was forced to write in the hope that through writing I would be able to reach her heart.
Wanting to write for yourself only
Usually, any writer writes because he wants people to read his writings: But in my case when I started to write it was different, because I didn’t want anybody to read them, because they were written for a special person. And since this special person could not read them, because they were being written on our home computer, I didn’t want anybody to read them, and even less from any member of my family. So, instead of inviting readers to read my writings, I had to try to turn them away. Here we may ask. Why do you write it, if you don’t want anybody to read it?
Well, here I want to point it out to you, that my love dream has made me write a lot about my love feelings, and even though they were only painful love feelings, I had to keep writing them: so that I could keep dreaming about my love and not despair, and while I was writing and dreaming I felt that I was trying to prepare myself for the future, so, I was hoping that there was a future for me with this special person. But it never happened, and my dream of love remains only a dream.
Having finally realized that my love dream would never become true, I found that I could not forget about my love dream writings, because they were and are a part of myself, and therefore I could never willingly destroy them. So, I have been thinking of finding a way how to save them, and this is what I am trying to do just now. I have also to say that I have been able to write about my love dreams, because we have a computer nowadays, and therefore, it is a lot easier for me to write on the computer, and the computer allows me to store my writings and edit them.
I need to point out that the computer has made it easy for me to write what is on my mind, but it has got a problem with privacy. That’s why I have written only what I have written above, when I could have said more. Anyhow, I believe that this article is becoming too long. So, see you with my next article, where I am going to write about; Farming today compared to the old way. See you later.
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