I can't trust you with my heart, you've proved it so many times, every time you hurt me and every time you've lied. Whatever we had together, has now been torn apart, I can't go on loving someone I can't trust with my heart.
For all the lies you've told, for all my tears that you've watched fall. I gave you everything I had and I trusted you with it all. You promised me forever, I thought things were going well, I never knew that you weren't satisfied, now I'm going through hell.
You lay in other women's arms and tasted the scent of their flesh, I guess I never crossed crossed your mind as you wrapped with them enmeshed. The funny thing is, it doesn't hurt the way I thought it would, I can't trust you with my heart, I guess I never should.
You've done everything to me that a man could ever do, after all the trust that i so freely gave when I believed in you. But I can't trust you with my heart, you've made that very clear, the pain, the anger and the rage is all that's left for me here.
I can't trust you with my heart, I never will again. You threw it all away, I can't even be your friend. You shattered all the trust that I had in you, you did things to me that I should have never allowed you to.
They always say what goes around comes around, I hope that part is true. I hope everything you've done to me, comes back ten times to you. It's not the revenge, that I will find so sweet. Maybe I just want to get even, for all you've done to me.
I can't trust you with my heart, the reality is sad, but i won't spend time crying, I'm too damn fighting mad.
So now that it's over, your world will fall apart. All because you lied to me, I can't trust you with my heart.
Just an update
This is a poem so I'm trying to keep it visible. I cant add to it. All I can say is the relationship I am currently in is loving, caring and happy.
© 2010 christalluna1124
Florence Nahon from Spain/ France on March 22, 2013:
Lovely. We've all been through this... Smile, I'm sure he thinks you are special, but men are just...men...
firstname.lastname@example.org on October 04, 2012:
wowo that is great i like it ..
christalluna1124 (author) from Dallas Texas on March 03, 2012:
Never give in, never give up.
j on January 22, 2012:
I ggive in
Justsilvie on September 20, 2010:
Great Poem. Can relate!
christalluna1124 (author) from Dallas Texas on July 16, 2010:
do not fear,
sorry it took me so long to answer your comment. I have been in a depressive state for a few months and do not function well until I come out of it. I am so glad you enjoyed the poetry and can find some of it in your heart.
Annette Thomas from United States on May 17, 2010:
I can relate to this very well. You write with a lot of depth. Good writing.
christalluna1124 (author) from Dallas Texas on February 07, 2010:
Sue and James,
Thanks so much for the comments. I hope things are going well for you. I really do believe that broken hearts can be mended. Trust, thats a little harder.
James A Watkins from Chicago on February 06, 2010:
It always pains me to hear of yet another episode of people putting each other through mental anguish, which can be worse than physical pain. I am sorry to hear that this has happened to you, dear.
Sue1226 from Dallas, Texas on February 06, 2010:
Chris I find your words so meaningful, for I have done the very thing I trusted my heart yet again to someone who I thought could be true only to realize I can't, even though he has not been in others arms I know he wish he was when he looks at pictures of other women. So I know where your coming from and I stand behind you and those same thoughts.
christalluna1124 (author) from Dallas Texas on February 05, 2010:
I enjoy writing poetry, it is good therapy for the soul. I belive the ones you write that express real feelings are the best ones, though at times the hardest to write.
StrictlyQuotes from Australia on February 04, 2010:
Wow, you put your feelings into words so well.