God Sent ME?! an Angel
Bachelors Degree in Organizational Behavioral Psychology with a background in Autism, Mental Health, Business Psychology
Just when I fell
yet again there
you are.
Can you tell
Emotionally broken
new scar?
You help me
all again from afar
you're the key.
I stare for eternity
My reflection I think
No certainty.
Self worth is gone
Love unmeant for me
You say I'm wrong.
I see old, tired
That face I see
Feeling I was fired.
Is that possible?
Fired from love
Seem even plausible?
I don't notice good
Not inside of me
Not understood.
Dad said I'm Loyal
That is a fault you know
Nothing but a boil.
Mom said I have passion
Might as well be
Just as bad as confession.
Friends like my aggression
No one can hurt who i love
Sets me back, another regression...
I see forgotten, alone
You always reach out
Not for me left on my own.
Where did you come from?
It's astonishing really I think,
I'm a speck, a dot a crumb...
You are playing in sand
Worry for bigger cause
Why here on soil of free land?
In my dreams I see
God didn't leave
He just sent you to me.
All Rights Reserved by Author: Abigayle Malchow (abigaylekorinnelee)
© 2011 Abby K
Comments
Abby K (author) from Southern California on June 11, 2011:
I haven't ever been told something was inspiring. Thank you that really impacted me and made me have some more confidence in writing
fibo777 from UK on February 20, 2011:
Nice, inspiring and lovely little hub. Enjoyed it. Thanks.
Abby K (author) from Southern California on February 11, 2011:
Thank you so much. I had an emotional week as my recent ex these are about had been home on leave and decided to not tell me until the last three days. So I have much to write about. The one person that got me through it was the person that I feel God sent to me to help me through it and I can't be more blessed then to call him my friend. He doesn't understand what a great person he is i don't think sometimes; I hope he reads this someday and sees himself the way I did when I wrote this.
K.A.E Grove from Australia on February 11, 2011:
simply beautiful, I loved the last two lines, I have a feeling they will stay in my head a while, simply beautiful...