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Do You Know Where I Have Been?



But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.

When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.

For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.1 Corinthians 13:10-13

Where I have been you may not want to know.

Starting with child eyes-

When I was not defiled yet.

Sin I had not met.

Pain never knew my name.

Time of innocence-

The devil murdered it.

Heart witnessed-

Unknown evil lurks.

chilled to the bone- awareness of my life.

Future claim- heart embezzlement,

Traps of pain- engulfed my existence.

Alive- but for what!

Coerced- besieged upon.

The most scewed up, kicked around, abused- hated and ostracized people are the greatest in God's kingdom- for his life is truly raised, evidently shining in there freedom- with this they can use the gift God gave them and the devil had attacked them for this reason alone. God gifted as a child, later to bringing satan's kingdom earthquakes and pain.

Always had been in God's hands- for the enemy you needed to learn. God strengthen through satan's seemly victorious rein. Oh, how insane it is to satan to find out God's gift still remains.

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The kicking and screaming,

tears and all- loneliness.

Anguish- soul searching.

Fears, the desires- all the reviles.

Stolen childhood-

learning the ropes of satan's noose.

Ruminating- and flinching back.

The resilience- causing backbone.

Fighter- rising within.

Screaming for life-

Learning a soldiers courage.

The keen focus- no repression.

Exuberance- mixed with grievous times.

Learned now are the promises of God-

"This peace I leave with you"

"Not as the world gives-

I Am The Prince of peace."

This is my God- My shalom.

He has been with me everywhere I go-

He knows where I've been- even when in sin.

Through the valleys- even the ditches and ruts.

God shined his glory- so he is my story.

He is my father- the true love of my life.

Jesus- died for my life.

Now because of him- I can live in this life.

My hands - His instrument for life to flow.

All things grow, flourish, and stand-

the beautiful feet of the Body Of Christ.

With the eyes of Christ- the heart bleeds out.

Our hearts beat as one-

risen with the Son.

Shine so brightly-

never will be darkened or grim.

Set free from sin- we go for the King.

King of Glory our risen Savior-

Jesus Christ kept us-

even as a child .

We our the Body of Christ-

risen warriors for His Holy fight.

This is the time of that forewarned night-

stand, awake and alert.

We will go to the other side-

weeping only endures, yet a moment.

Our joy is in the prize- bringing in his harvest.

Don't forget the prize, we press, long and focus on.

Forever in His Kingdom- all His blessings are revealed.

Knowing you were a part of His plan all a long-

the day you was born, never wrong.

God knows where you have been-

He welcomes you in.

Love here- in this world for you.

Welcome home child- I am so glad you came.


As for you, you devised against me evil-you meant evil -- God devised- meant it for good- that he might exalt me- he brought me to this position -giving a happy outcome, in order to do as at this day- to bring it to pass, to keep alive / the salvation of numerous people; as you see today- he is doing now. Genesis 50:20

Wounds Are Like

Spirit crushed, heart-ache, unforeseen bullets,

wounds, satanic attack on all worldwide.

Hunger, natural disasters- sabotage God's creation.

Refusing Jesus- Won't even call on Jesus

God's heart wounded- man's betrayal.

Forsaken themselves- denied mercy.

Rant of sinners - Blind with mouths foaming.

Satanic wounds by deception -reveal workings of hell.

The true enemy- they can't even tell.

Christ was wounded for the sake of a new covenant-

For restoration and victory over all evil.

Even though Christ was hated, beat, brusied, wounded and murdered- He rose from the dead.

Let this rescinate into your being- lifting you out of the grave.

Jesus Chist the only one with power to save-

His arms are not short-

His heart is not numb-

He understands and has love-

This is the love that restores-

Sustains all- calling in need and hope of Salvation.

Believing in God's promises-

mankind's way to everything he has faithfully promised.

Yes, God count me in I believe in You-

Your truth is my freedom.


The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;

To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;

To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified.Isaiah 61:1-3

God's Healing

Rain cleansing away the pain,

Healing heat caressing my heart.

The peacefulness after a storm- a release.

Mended, fixed and repaired- God cares.


Nothing lacking

Peace of surrender-

Like sun shining on your face.

Embracing pain-

For the release of forgiveness.

Getting the chance you don't deserve.


Because the Sovereign LORD helps me, I will not be disgraced. Therefore have I set my face like flint, and I know I will not be put to shame.Isaiah 50:7

"Do not be afraid; you will not suffer shame. Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated. You will forget the shame of your youth and remember no more the reproach of your widowhood.Isaiah 54:4

Chainless- Shameless

Jesus cut the chains off- heavy & loud they hit the ground.

All through satan's kingdom they hear the sound-

Freedom, freedom- oh what a sound!

No more bound- or locked down in a pit of sin.

Raising my hands to God- No fear.

I praise Him- He took my burdens.

Sins of past- finally put to rest.

Never going to be captive again-

I am free from sin.

Free to live without regrets,

Free to live and honor God.

My chains- God removed.

I walk in the land of the living- calling the dead into life.

Just like Ezekiel- I declare the word of the Lord.

These bones shall live- hear the word of God.

Get up for the light has come-

deliverance for all.

All that are thirsty come to the living water-

Jesus Christ quenching the pain.

This is why he came- to pull you out of the flames.

Making you shiny and new-

A life renewed from the pits of satan's games.


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heavenbound5511 (author) from Under the shadow of the Almighty God! on October 13, 2012:

Thanks so much! My newest ones are ;)

Demas W Jasper from Today's America and The World Beyond on October 13, 2012:

This is several Hubs rolled into one. Sometimes shorter is better. You have come a long way in the right direction. The rest of your journey is the joyous part.

Justin W Price from Juneau, Alaska on November 17, 2011:

you're welcome

heavenbound5511 (author) from Under the shadow of the Almighty God! on November 16, 2011:

Thank you, PDX! :)

Justin W Price from Juneau, Alaska on November 16, 2011:

Like these, Heavenbound. Good work!

heavenbound5511 (author) from Under the shadow of the Almighty God! on November 13, 2011:

Thanks Jamie and Blessed53 for your comments, I will be stopping by your pages soon!

God bless you!

Blessed53 from Dalton, Georgia on November 12, 2011:

Dear heavenbound, what an awesome Hub and very appropriate for my situation right now, Loved all of it and related to so much of it. The videos were great as I had not seen any of theirs before, I love how much of yourself you put in to your work and how much of it you put out at once. I wish I could find enough time and energy to do so much.

God bless you!

Always, in all ways, to God the honor and praise!

Jamie Brock from Texas on November 10, 2011:

Hello heavenbound, yet again such a beautifully written hub so full of truth. I love the rich blue colors in the photos.. not sure why but I thought of you the other night while I was watching a show called I survived-Beyond and Back about people who have had near death experiences and share them. They saw Jesus and angels and believed they were in heaven for a short time. They spoke the truth too. I always enjoy your hubs.. keep them coming and I hope all is well with you :0)

heavenbound5511 (author) from Under the shadow of the Almighty God! on November 09, 2011:

Thank you so much Heart4theword!

God will never leave us!

heart4theword from hub on November 08, 2011:

Wow, there was so much covered here...sadness and beauty I felt. God knows it all, so thankful He accepts us and loves matter what? Great poetic writing! Relating to feelings, is so cleansing:)

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