Sunshine And Lollipops
A Morbid Mind With Twisted Thoughts
Evil Images In My Head
Not Even Resting
When I'm In Bed
Dreams Filled With So Much Death
Evil Words In Every Breath
So Much Evil I Can Hardly Breathe
But My Mind Is Their Home
They Will Never Leave
They Come And They Go As Their Whim
Allowing A Slight Bit Of Light
When Things Get Grim
Never For Long As They Love The Dark
And The Torment Of Hope That The Light Will Spark
Hope Is A Disease For Which No Cure
It Usually Proves Useless, That's For Damn Sure
But Stupid Me, I Still Hold On
Tho No One Would Miss Me When I'm Gone
Darkness Is My Old Friend
It Will Always Be With Me
Til The End
Whenever That Is, However I Go
I'll Be Much Happier Then, That I Know
Natural Causes Or At My Hand
The Voices Will Cease
And The Silence Be Grand
Don't Get It Twisted, I Don't Want To Die
To Get The Peace I Need, It's The Last Thing I'll Try
Not Much Helps, But Fuck It All Right?
I'll Just Grab At Wisps Of Happiness
And Continue The Fight.
© 2020 Mike
BRENDA ARLEDGE from Washington Court House on November 02, 2020:
I sense a feeling of dread like nothing is going right.
There is so much more to life so I pray the voices in your head decease and you find a guiding light to follow.
John Hansen from Queensland Australia on November 02, 2020:
Yes, Mike, just keep on fighting. It's not over 'til the bell rings, and It's better than the alternative.