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Long term goals
It’s good to set long term goals for yourself. That’s what I thought when I picked up a cross stitch quilt kit from my local Walmart in the summer of 2013. Even the woman at the cash register who rang me out remarked on how nice it was going to look when it was finished. I felt really good about my purchase…until I got the package home, opened it, and said to myself, “What was I thinking?”
I’ve never learned how to knit or crochet, and the idea of diving into a huge project like a blanket seemed a bit overwhelming to me. However, I have done a cross stitch before, and I like to sew. So, I thought I’d give it a try.
Little did I know that it would be a year-long try. I like to finish what I start so I always like to ensure that what I start I can finish. However, with a full time job, a house to keep up, and a book to finish writing, it wasn’t going to be easy to devote time to this side project.
Then, I realized how much I missed being creative. Writing was starting to feel like work. I no longer painted or drew. This was a project that would result in a usable, creative product that I could claim as my own. No matter how insignificant or time consuming, it felt worth the effort. Here is my experience making a cross stitch quilt.
Throwing away instructions
The pattern on my quilt was a square of nine butterflies surrounded by groups of leaves and the names of each butterfly bordering the quilt. It was a lap quilt so it’s not like it was meant to cover a bed, just the back of a couch or a person’s legs, but at this beginning stage, it may as well have been a circus tent.
The kit also failed to equip me with all of the tools needed to even begin my work. I had some leftover thread from a smaller project along with a collection of needles. So, I got to work on the first butterfly, stabbing into the first yellow stitch with purpose and determination.
The instructions that came in the kit color coded the entire quilt to match the picture on the front of the package perfectly, but the amount of colors involved along with the counting of x’s that were required to follow the pattern exactly were mind blowing. I would have to plan out every stitch. It would be tedious and overwhelming and no fun at all.
That’s when I decided to bend the rules, eyeball it, and choose my own colors, using the finished picture on the packaging as my only guide. I bought thread that changed shades every few inches to give the impression that I was using multiple shades of one color for each section. It gave the butterflies and leaves some shading without having to count each x before I sewed.
As a person who usually conforms to rules and instructions, I felt satisfied with this decision, determined to make this a leisure project and not the bane of my existence. Too often I end up making things harder for myself by following the rules, even if there is an easier way to do something. Maybe it was time to make things easier on me and improvise a little.
In my creative projects, I too often rely on some other source or template. This time, I would just use the blue stamped, washable x’s that covered the fabric and keep the color schemes similar so that each species of butterflies could be recognized but not completely resemble their natural color patterns.
The thread I used on my quilt
One stitch at a time
The first butterfly took the longest to complete, about six weeks. I wasn’t quick with the needle yet, and I fumbled with the thread and the multiple colors involved in filling in the x’s. At one point, I considered ripping up the quilt and turning each square into handkerchief-sized pieces. Then, I realized that no one used handkerchiefs anymore, nor did anyone want to be blowing their nose on rough, cross-stitched thread.
I decided to stick with the plan, no matter how long it took. What was the hurry? Too often I rush things along that don’t need to be rushed out of my fear that I’ll lose interest or the time to complete it. No one was waiting for this quilt to be finished but myself. As long as I did a little each night, I would make progress, and the more progress I made, the more I would want to continue.
I worked my way through the quilt, “x” by “x”. I worried only about one section of each butterfly at a time, spending about an hour on it each day. I got faster and more confident in my sewing, and I actually began to make progress. After about nine months, every “x” was filled in. The fabric was a bit wrinkled, my hands were a bit arthritic, and my eyes were nearly as crossed as the stitches I was making.
Now, I was back to square one. It was time to back stitch the outline of all of the butterflies and leaf vines. I took a deep breath and began. Then, I realized I didn’t know what I was doing and had to give myself a refresher course in the art of the backstitch. Thank God for Youtube.
One finished butterfly
The backstitching actually took just a fraction of the time for each butterfly. I outlined most of the butterflies in black and the vine leaves in green and was done within a few weeks. The closer I got to being done, the quicker and longer I worked. It was beginning to feel like something I could complete, and I was determined to finish within one year.
As I was rounding the bases, outlining the names of each butterfly on the boarder of my quilt, I realized that I was almost done. As I neared completion, I realized that finishing the backstitching didn’t mean that the quilt was finished. It was just a piece of white cloth. It needed to be filled and attached to another piece of cloth to become fluffy and warm.
I reviewed the instructions, watched more Youtube videos, and eventually decided to improvise. I went to a craft store and bought some fabric and filler, which I learned was called “batting”. I measured out my fabric and batting and tucked in the edges of the quilt just as I was instructed. When I finally had the three pieces matched up, I pinned them all as tightly as I could.
A finished cluster of leaves
Back to stitching
I now regretted not buying and using an embroidery hoop while I was doing all of that stitching. As tight as I pulled the fabric with my hands while sewing, it still created wrinkles in the quilt. It was even more apparent now when I tried to sew the backing and batting to the quilt. It was, and still is, quite wrinkled, but it reflected my inexperience and my own imperfections. I wasn’t going to tear out a year’s worth of stitching just because the fabric was wrinkled. It even seems to add some character to the quilt.
Next, I tackled the chore of using a sewing machine for the first time in about 15 years. That was a mistake. Not only could I not keep my lines straight, but I ended up breaking the one and only needle on the machine. So, that ruled out that method.
I went back to square one and hand-sewed the rest of the fabric together with white thread. I realized then just how much of a control freak I am. I would rather take a month to hand sew the rest of this quilt than go out and buy a new sewing machine needle and master that beast.
Finishing the quilt
It was a satisfying night when I sewed my last stitch and draped my new quilt over the back of my couch. It’s still wrinkled and bunched in places, but it has since survived multiple washings with flying colors, which says a lot.
The colors do not perfectly match the picture on the front of the kit. The back looks like something a mad scientist put together. But it reflects a year of effort, perseverance, and memories of what I did during the year it took me to make this quilt. What seems like a relatively small amount of time in the scheme of things felt like an uphill climb in a lot of ways. It wasn’t an overly important or productive task, but it was something I could do while I did other things, like watch TV, take a 12 hour ride to the beach, or wait for my dinner to cook. In the end, I had a finished project that I could be proud of.
The Frankenstein-looking back of the quilt
Have you ever done, or are you currently working on a long term project that you never thought you would finish or took more physical and emotional effort than you anticipated? If so, leave your comments below!
Want to make your own quilt? Try this wildflower pattern made by the same company as my butterfly quilt!
Susan Hazelton from Sunny Florida on December 27, 2015:
That is an absolutely beautiful quilt. The work on it is superb. I finished a cross stitch just before Christmas and took it to be framed. It is an English cottage with a stream next to it and a large garden filled with flowers. I worked on it off and on for about three years.
Laura Smith (author) from Pittsburgh, PA on February 26, 2015:
ezzly on February 26, 2015:
Stunning work, you are very creative ! Voted up